I have been with my guy for 20 yrs now. My son is now in college and we have decided to step up our relationship. Its been very rocky for a long time and even went with out sex for more thwn 10 yrs because he wasnt into it anymore. Which made me think i was ugly and very small. Well since Nov we have started getting close again and even sex is part of our weekly thing. But I noticed he was watching alot of porn and couldnt keep it up in bed. Soo i talked to him about it and he has since stop watching it. But now hes on YouTube looking at girls non stop and the sex has stopped again. He wont look at me anymore or even touch me. Im so confused and not sure if i should bring it up. We were supposed to get married in jan but shit happens and now I'm wondering if he really even wanted to get married at all. Can anyone help me.
Seriously confused
Seriously confused
